Kania Dachlan

D I S C O N N E C T I O N

"Is there any chance to strangers like us talk in a daily basis?" You asked.

Knowing your particular being was an instant click in my universe, unlike others that I've met before. I wish time just stopped so I could cherish the laugh forever. Oh, I wish it lasts forever.

Months after our first conversation, we literally talk in daily basis.

You pulled me away from my rotten past, you gave me smile when I clung onto what makes me thinking that i just don't deserve happiness. You brought me up to the point where I feel as If only you can truly understand me.

I almost forgot about my poor fate and miserable life. I was very - very happy. It has been magical moments until today, when suddenly you think our time is up, and you told me to find my own happiness.

But how could I?

When nothing makes me happier, but you ?

I know that maybe you're dealing with your own nightmares.

I know you were finding your way.

I know you had to lose me to have it.

For everything, I would fight for you ... but right now, I am no Jeanne d’Arc who always win the battle - for this battle was long lost even before it's begun.

Then maybe, letting you go is the only key left for me to put a smile onto your face.

If only I know the spell to reverse the sunset into sunrise, I'll protect you from harms and hurt from lovers and life.

I'll drink the tears shed from your eyes, and kiss your scars so it’ll heal at no time.

I wish I had the poison to trick the time, so I could find you sooner and love you longer.

I wish I could met you when my life is in the Spring. Then maybe, I would have the courage to convince you to stay here with me.

If only we met when we were younger, when our heart were free and happy, I would love you more passionately like fire - I would love you better than the God of Night loves the moon.

But right now, I don’t have the courage to tell you what I really feel about you.

Cause what if it gives you unnecessary pressure and leave, or even worse, hate me?

Every spoken or unspoken word has consequences, but silly me, I almost forget that basic rules.

Never in my dream, that i’ll lose my whole love be drawn by my own tears and fear of losing you.

So until our last time, I don't tell you what I really feel about you.

Let's put the final stop into our story, even thought I believe that we are not supposed to end like this, but my minds tricked me into thinking that it would be better to let you go long way before you do.

Fun fact: if you sign the deal with the same ‘Balthazar’ as me, you'll understand.

Even though we hide the words to each other, and despite the way it ends, we secretly understand the unspoken ones, do we ?

We gave each other something we couldn't name, that any love birds would know :)

Thank you for your presence, even at my worst. I hope to see you in another page of life - soon.

XX,

Kania Dachlan

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BEAUTY

REVIEW LIPSTICK MAKE OVER CLIQUEMATTE LIP STYLO

Bonjour Ma Belle,

Seneng banget dua minggu lalu aku berkesempatan cobain listick make over yang terbaru yaitu Make Over cliquematte lip stylo bareng blogger dan influencer lainnya.

Jangan skip baca event report ini sampai akhir karena aku akan review dan swatch Lipstick Make Over Cliquematte Lip Stylo ini di akhir tulisan ya!

Gak sabar sharing ke kalian soal lipstick lokal satu ini. Aku punya keterikatan tersendiri dengan brand Make over karena pertama kali aku ikut Beauty Class Make Over tahun 2015 dan belajar pertama make up di kelas mereka. Dari dulu udah bagus banget dan suka banget sama product lokal satu ini. Kualitasnya selalu bagus, tapi harga masih ramah di kantong. Jadi super excited bisa ikut coba product terbaru mereka. Yeay!

Whoaaaa table setting untung acaranya super gemash banget, gak sabar buka dan coba product nya.

Nah ini dia akhirnya kita buka juga box isi semua shade lengkap dari make over cliquematte lip stylo.

Unboxing time

Sebelumnya kita dengerin dulu sambutan dari pihak beauty journal dan Make over. Selain mencoba lipsticknya, kita juga main beberapa games.

Games pertama : Lip Art Competition

Jadi kita dibagi menjadi beberapa tim isi berdua, dan kebetulan partner aku adalah Nabilla Gardena.

Hasil Lip Art Competition

Games kedua adalah puzzle competition

Susah banget beb, hampir nyerah tapi seru!

Bhaik, nyerah! gak juara deh :(

Meskipun gak juara tetep happy kumpul kumpul

Nyoba lipstick bareng Marsha ARuan juga so happy

Nah setelah seru seruan, balik lagi ke inti acaranya, aku akan review dan swatch Lipstick Make over Cliquematte Lip Stylo ini.

KEMASAN :

Kemasan nya seperti product Make Over pada umumnya, sangat minimalis tapi wah banget. Dengan kombinasi warna hitam dan putih. Informasi brand, claim product, ingredients, shade, isi, No BPOM dan exp date ada pada kardusnya jadi sangat informatif untuk customer.

APLIKATOR :

Aplikatornya seru banget karena seperti pulpen, lipstick nya baru keluar saat ditekan, jadi anti patah patah club deh yaaa, dan lebih higienis digunakan.

Full Shade Make Over Cliquematte Lip stylo :

Make Over Cliquematte Lip Stylo shade Eclair (201)

Make Over Cliquematte Lip Stylo shade Hollwood (202)

Make Over Cliquematte Lip Stylo shade Crush (203)

Make Over Cliquematte Lip Stylo shade Flamingo (204)

Make Over Cliquematte Lip Stylo shade Jetsetter (205)

Make Over Cliquematte Lip Stylo shade Grandiose (206)

Make Over Cliquematte Lip Stylo shade Lady Bos (207)

Make Over Cliquematte Lip Stylo shade Spotlight (208)

TEKSTUR :

Saat dipakai natural banget di bibir gak terasa kaku atau buat garis-garis di bibir. Wanginya tidak mengganggu dan untuk Pigmentasi, warna matte yang intens melekat di bibir, tidak mudah menempel di gelas, baju ataupun kulit. Lipstick ini tahan lama dan nyaman di bibir tidak lengket sama sekali.

STAYING POWER :

Pakai Lipstick ini buat sehari hari memang cocok banget, selain warnanya natural dan bikin segar. Texturenya gak nyiksa di bibir, kaya gak pake apa apa. Tapi jangan salah, dibawa makan berat Lipstick ini masih stay lohhhh.

HARGA :

Harganya cukup terjangkau : 110.000/ pcs. Bisa dibeli di www.sociolla.com untuk pembelian minimal 250.000 gunakan kode SBNLAB6P untuk mendapatkan pokotngan harga 50.000 saat check out yaa

FINAL REVIEW :

Review pribadi saya mengenai Lipstick satu ini sangat baik. Ini menjadi salah satu lipstick lokal fav saya karena performa nya juga baik dan sangat mudah digunakan dan aplikator click nya yang unik. Lipstick ini juga cocok untuk pemakaian sehari-hari karena tidak akan menyiksa bibir dan teksturnya juga enak! Pilihan shade nya juga banyak dari nude sampa merah merona. Untuk harga cukup terjangkau untuk pemakaian sehari-hari.

Sekian review aku mengenai Make Over Cliquematte Lip Stylo, Semoga membantu kalian yang kepo sama texture dan performa lipstick lokal yang baik dan nyaman di bibir. selamat mencoba!

DISCLAIMER

Even if I got product sponsored by @Makeoverid & @Beautyjoural , all opinions and thoughts on everything featured in this blog is my honest opinion, I will never sway my opinion just because something has been sent to me.

None of the contents or opinions are ever meant to harm or malign any religion, ethnic group, club, organization, any brand or institution. Apology in advance if it comes across that way.

I would do my best to provide accurate information, but please understand that I am not a makeup artist, medical doctor or expert in any field. Please do not consider my opinions to be substitutes for professional advice.

The info in the blog may change without notice, correction or might be updated. It may not always reflect the most current development. I Also may delete some posts if I dont use the product anymore or all of sudden It has bad effect to my skin/body.

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